I know how it feels and I felt like I am stuck on this loop for the last five years. Seriously. But tonight, it took me a botched project to get some sense in my head. I don’t know if I should punch him for making me feel mortified for being such a sorry piece of ass or I should thank him for making me realize that I should become BETTER. Because he thought to believe in this sorry piece of ass that she can do better than whine the shit out of things.
Sorry for whining. But now I understand what sir Ebie meant that I need to have convictions in what I believe in and in what I say. I can never stay on a safe side because that is not living the life I’m destined for. Staying safe won’t get me anywhere. But allow me time to get there. I will eventually get there.